I call this, Gratitude.

Gratitude. Maaf gua bener-bener mepet dan bikin postingan ini, entah abis apa yang gw alamin, timbul satu kata dibenak gw yang bernama GRATITUDE. Bisa artinya kita menunjukkan ke orang bagaimana mereka telah ngebantu kita. Atau rasa terima kasih dari hati dengan perasaan (dari karakter mandarinnya liat deh ada xin hati di bawahnya.)

Gw di sini terbatas sebagai manusia. Gw yg tadinya berpikir jadi ketua panitia Natal itu sulit, dan ternyata masih ada temen yg masih bisa gw minta tolong untuk ngebantu ambil bagian dalam acara ini. Tentunya rasa terima kasih gw ini pertama BANGET untuk Papa Lord. Untuk segala apa udah yg Dia kasih dan atur dalam hidup gw. Untuk segala bantuan dan hikmat.

Gw tau rasanya gw muda dan kecil banget untuk tanggung jawab begini. Gw masih mau coba ngejalanin dengan yg terbaik. Jalanin apa yang ada. kadang di waktu khusus pas sekolah atau kapan malah gw juga agak nya memprioritaskan acara Natal ini. gw pengen ini berkesan buat bnyk orang apalagi anak panti, buat gw sendiri mungkin khususnya soalnya ini kedua kalinya mimpin acara besar dan mau gw jadiin pengalaman gw.

Rasa terimakasih gw keknya ga cukup rasanya cuma gw ketik atau gw omongin, :") ya mungkin terlihat sepele tapi menurut gw ini sangat mengesankan dan berarti secara khusus. Banyak kekurangan dan kelebihan tersendiri tapi ya "experience is always the best teacher."

Buat yang berpartisipasi sbagai panitia Joyful Youth's Christmas langsung maupun gak langsung, yang bela-belain dateng, bantu2, repot2, bantu2 ngurus anak panti, semuanya makasih juga ya :)

Gw share sesuatu. Abis gw sms kalo gw berterimakasih bgt, Jessie bales SMS gw.... "thanks jg len, sorry ga bantu bnyk2. you are being a great leader." thanks jes, tapi satu hal yg masih gw rasain, kayaknya gw masih jauh dari kata itu. gw ambil sbagai 'compliment' tapi rasanya kerjanya gw masih belum total. Untuk selanjutnya harus bisa lebih lagi.

Lalu ada lagi SMS Friska yang ngebuat gw tersentuh abis belajar, asli gak tau kenapa. jadi ngebuat gw pengen banget nulis hal ini. sebelumnya gw bukan ngebuka privacy asal, tapi emang kalo gak gw tulis, rasanya gak mantep (?)

Friska Yuzelia, 12 Dec 2010 20:50

Valen, hehe lupa ngomong. maaf yah semenjak waktu itu gw jadi seksi dana kurang maksimal, tapi semuanya udah jadi pelajaran gw sama lita kok. maap juga yah udah ngerepotin lu, tapi gw seneng aja dagang, seru masak2nya, bikinnya, the best lah. tetap semangat yah. GBU

Gw sempet bengong dulu...... Mikir, harusnya gw jg yg minta maaf kalo dalam sistemnya gw berantakan. Jadi ketua dan direpotin itu suatu resiko kan? tapi gak terbayangkan dari gw, friska bilang dia enjoy semua hal itu dan dia sama lita bisa belajar dari sana. :') Super makasih banget. waktu itu emang gw pernah sampein rasa khawatir gw, eh ternyata dana udah tercukupkan. mereka yg tetap sok heboh pas jualan yg teriak2, "len len eh gini len..." yg suka sms "Len, bingung mau dagang apa..." tapi mereka tetap semangat dagang dan juga dulu gw pilih mereka jadi seksi dana dadakan soalnya pepeb minta ganti. dan ternyata bisa jadi berkat buat tiap kita :)

Buat semua nyaaaa dari wakil sampe ke om kace yang mungkin gw ga bisa sebutin satu2, makasih semua. Lain kali harus lebih kompak lagi dan acara harus tambah maju. amin :D

Gw juga ikut seneng, banyak yg bisa belajar dari pengalaman ini. Bagi orang ini biasa aja. Buat gw ini berkat Luar biasa sebelum gw exam! I can accomplished big thing, with Papa Lord yet friends. Keep motivated guys :) GB

senin bsk ujian mulai! I can do it and conquer the exams, cuz Papa Lord is in me. And yeah do my best and concentrate :* nighties

Octo-movie

YEAH, thanks God exams results udah keluar. ea, ada yang gak sesuai sama harapan sih. tapi its okay since I've tried my best. Gak sesuai hasil: math and physics. humm harusnya add math jg gak jelek T-T but let it be lah. :)

HA! I had a nice time these days. Suka overslept.... I watch korean drama. :D udah jadul sih, tapi for me one of the best k-dramas ever. orang ribut Boys Before Flowers kek, ato apa. still for me Princess Hours grabbed my heart. Then Full House ;) and Jewel in the palace would do. 

pas ntn princess hours, gw juga mikir *saking serius nontonnya* ada gak ya cowo kayak shin? diem, keliatan dingin, tapi when it comes dia udah "fall" ama girl yang bisa ubah hidup dia, dia juga jadi hangat dan sayangnya tuh asli/"genuine". ;)

fave dialoguesssss: 

"CG is my wife. We made our own decisions. I think it cannot be done. Does it mean when she's sick she needs to go home? I am very confused, I need her by my side now."

"What do I have to do to make you eat?" 

"Even though I'm not the crown prince anymore, please stay by my side." *hug*

to ex gf--> "I think I've fallen for her already..." *leave*

when he forbids his wife to go home, " If I allow you to leave, you will for sure, wont be returning here again"

"did you know how worry I was?"

"i dont hate you. why did you think that way? i just be careful"

CG: "without me, will it be boring?"

shin:" It will be empty." 

"How about if we live together for another 100 year?"

ah! that drama is just too sweet. #justsaying :) 

Octo- 1. -pus. 2.-ber

Hey all long time no see. Just finished my exams tho. welcoming octopus october. :D

waitin for results *which hopefully I've done my best* and also sometime to get freedom!

recently needs: HAIRCUT~ and shoes B) xoxo

pssh! updated playlist. Just the way you are by Bruno mars and By my side- David choi.

Love . Love . Love .

Dear Lord part 2

Malam smua! Hum gak bisa tidur setelah hari ini tepar karena sakit perut dan mual parah. Udah tidur lebih dari 3 jam, jadi susah tidur cepet. padahal mau banget istirahat. banyak masalah ya yang lagi dihadepin. lagi ga sering promote blog, soalnya things here a bit personal for a moment.

kayaknya lagi gak sanggup ngapa-ngapain. serba ga fokus, everything is in the wrong place. ketinggalan apa-apa. cepet tepar huff. kinda lagi jarang ngomong with close friends around. while I am preparing for mid sem exams and also being the...... president of my youth's christmas celebration. 

should study hard for circle equations and also.... vectors. I guess so.

Lord, I know You will guide us. may I ask something? Please open the way to know my talents and gifts. I dont know whats my real potential :(

udah ah ga bisa tulis banyak2, ga bisa mellow. dan istirahat biar cepet sembuh. bye Gbu

Dear Lord part 1,

Dear Lord, keknya kasihMu emang gak berkesudahan. I got tons of stories that I wanna say. Kadang gak bisa dijelasin dengan kata-kata. Ampe kadang mo ngomong langsung *doa* udah kehilangan kata-kata. (ini ga ada mksd lebay, if you ever experienced this, its true)  

kadang apa ya, *bingung mau mulai dari mana*, Papa Lord, I think I might be in a wrong place. I typed that because of what I feel. maybe I dont have that particular talents or gifts or maybe I need to work harder? I dont understand or maybe someone else's better than me, but its okay.

But still Pa, I feel bad about it. I dont want to make parents or nearby people down because of me. Maybe I should change the way I am? I dont know, but I believe its about being me, myself. 

Or I should learn being more and more grateful?

aduh, keknya banyak banget gw ngomong maybe di atas...... tapi ya gitulah -_- curhat dulu diblog. lagi bingung mau cerita ama siapa. fuh I cried today. because of headache, jadi nya add math ga maksimal, ga bisa konsen lagi. but, after I felt a bit better, I didnt feel scared or what, enevthough I thought the result will be bad. seemed like I found my own peace. thanks God! 

Just need to do more studies, I think. esp add math and circle equations. 

lanjut ntar...

JETLAAAAAG!

bakal percaya gak kalo ini gw masih amat melek gara2 jetlag? Iya setelah melebihi 14 jam duduk d pesawat T-T ampe gw resize photos, ampe chatting ngebacot ama si ivan rangga grade 9[E] haha, twitteran, apus2in data laptop, ga ngantuk juga... -_- eh ade gw jg ternyata masih melek. 

heran gw, hum bokap nyokap dah terlelap, gw masih bisa ngetik berirama nih d laptop, bsk kan mau pergi jg siangnya. aduh belom beres2 juga tapi jadwal mulai sibuk lagi. besok abis review pelajaran, gw bakalan ada rapat pemuda lagi pas malemnya. ga mungkin gw tinggal secara gw dah balik. huff. what now, I got nothing to say. abis bahan blogging gw tuh mau pake pictures biar interesting. tapi ga akan gw buat skarang.

haruskah gw paksa tidur? udah parah banget nih! hum Lord help me please... 

tandain ya, jam laptop gw skarang jam 3:35, gw masih keikutan waktu sono yaitu jam 22:35.

sabar abis deh gw, salam subuh

Long time!

Hello. Long time no see bloggie. How I miss to share tons of my thoughts and stories. How I want to pour out the words I cant explain. How I know the limited time to write on my blog in my hectic schedules. 

first, MINAL AIDIN PEOPLE!

for those of you who celebrate it, sorry. very late posting and greetings hehehe :)

due to my long trip. hehe *soon you will know*

and p.s: i'm currently having jetlag. so I cant sleep. tralalla how happy was it? still, I need more sleeps

and, thinking to delete this blog and make the new one. ;p

Warm August

Gak berasa yaaaa udah Agustus. wow, gonna share something dr anthun sbelum kesibukan menggila. :) enjoy

HAPPINESS

I think no one can explain the true definition of happiness, even a scientist, because it is a feeling that you can’t describe. In dictionary, it says that happiness is the feeling of being happy. From the definition from [in] the dictionary, I think that happiness is the product of some reaction, which means that something causes. We cannot feel happy without knowing something, seeing something, or doing something; that proves that happiness is the result of something and needs to realize.

About two years ago, I asked myself, ‘why are most children happy?’ and I did not know the answer, so, I thought about it when I have free time and try to understand. In the end I did not get the answer for a simple question that I asked myself. I thought I would never know the answer, so I gave up looking for the answer. One day, I was walking to my friend’s house and I passed a small shop, I bought two ice-creams - one for myself and one for my friend. On the way to my friend’s house I saw a child fall down from her bike, and there was no one there except me. I decided to go help her, as she was crying and bleeding when I reached her. She tried to get up after that, and without thinking, I gave the ice-cream to her and told her to sit down. She took the ice-cream that I gave her and ate it. I saw a smile on her face after she ate the ice-cream, and she thanked me, saying that no one usually helps her, so, she did not expect that I would. An idea crossed my mind about why children are always feel happy -- because they never chase after happiness. They let happiness follow them.

There are many people who want to feel happy, but, there is only one group of people who actually searches for it. The other group is just dreaming about feeling happy and wishing that happiness would come by itself. I think happiness is not an easy word to get or to feel. We cannot predict when it will come and when it will be gone, and where happiness is hiding when sadness comes, but I believe that sadness or difficult situations always come before happiness, because the results of sadness or difficult situations are  will lead to happiness.

Some people believe that happiness will come when you have found the best way to live your life; some people say that happiness is not about other people’s feelings but what you feel inside your heart; there also people who see happiness as a thing to achieve. There more than a thousand ways to see happiness, but I think happiness is caused by all things even sadness, if there are no such thing as sadness - there won’t be a noun called happiness. 

sometimes, i felt it the sameway. i want happiness to come over me :)

Gbu guys. enjoy xoxo

I should have spoken out.....

Just changed my playlist. Isinya sih lagu mellow gua smua... Hahaha lagi in mood untuk lagu begitu :D  ada the mess i made, faithfully and pokerface acoustic version. :) tiap kali denger ya bisa mellow gt, sok sedih.tapi move on dong, kadang gmn yah something beyond us yang ga bisa kesampean kali yaa? :)

Check it out! one of my favorites, ever. :D

Songs, these days.

few lyrics:

Should've kissed you there 
I should've held your face 
I should've watched those eyes 
Instead of run in place 
I should've called you out 
I should've said your name 
I should've turned around 
I should've looked again 

- Parachute with The Mess I made

Circus life under the big top world 
We all need the clowns to make us smile 
Through space and time 
Always another show 
Wondering where I am lost without you 
And being a part ain't easy on this love affair 
Two strangers learn to fall in love again 
I get the joy of rediscovering you 

Oh Boy 
you stand by me 
I'm forever yours 
faithfully 

- Glee Casts with Faithfully

Listen to your God 
This is our motto 
Your time to shine 
Don't wait in line 
Y vamos por todo 

People are raising 
Their expectations 
Go on and feed them 
This is your moment 
No hesitations 

- Shakira with Waka Waka (this time for Africa)

But how do you thank someone 
who has taken you from crayons to perfume
It isn't easy but I'll try
If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky 
in letters that would soar a thousand feet high 
To Sir with love.

The time has come
for closing books and long last looks must end
And as I leave
I know that I am leaving my best friend
A friend who taught me right from wrong
and weak from strong 
That's a lot to learn. 

-To sir with love

ENJOY! :P

School

I'm back to school and dealing with those trigonometric identities, biology and all of the chemical reactions. HUFF wish me luck with all new teachers, readapt with them is hard. ;p

HELLO JULY :D

heyyy this is my first post of the month. udah lama gak nulis, dan rasanya pengen nyampah di sini ;p I went to Thailand and yeah it was good. And school season is gonna start. New stage, new life. Hello high school. gonna update more. stay tuned for more, maaf kalo akan ngebacot sangat and i'll be sharing my pics here :*

GRABBED

hey all... hari ini saya jalan lagi. YA dan itu mendadak. mom telp dan menawarkan jalan bareng lusye lina and my bro. whoa and mom agreed. dan saya pergi ke SMS and watched cerita mainan 3 lagi. I never get bored, especially the part "the claaaaaaaaw" and on the credits "oooh romeo romeo" :D by the pizza planet aliens and the escape plans which is amazing. And I bought a water tumbler, with TOY STORY 3 characters on it and a pizza planet alien on top of it :DDD superb. wanna buy more! 

Some grab:

here is my playlist. *hopefully* as you can see, my bieber songs have been played > 30 times.

Here, orang MSN terdikit yang ol selama liburan ini, ;p

Look! My twitter display picture. Taken by my mac photobooth and I was tooking the pictures with Susan. Look at the kewl light :D as you can see, Susan is hidden behind the light.

Yes, I've been hijacking my bro's headphones :D teehee *I love the green color of the headphones*

ANNNNNNNNNND its nearly midnight. Yeah, tuesday already? WOOOHOOOO a day before the day :) I had made a decision. After long-tweeting-session with bunga and chat session with ci yuri. I'm able to decide the great big deal. Thank You Papa Lord, for Your grace and mercy, for what You've done in my life :)

I realized, I owe you much. :*

**sorry buat terrrrrrrrible grammar mistakes ;p tumblr influenced me to write in english hahha

kangen ngejawab soal survey ini di friendster. BANGET :( 

35 Little Secrets:

[ZERO] Who was your last text from?

A friend.

[ONE] Where was your default pic taken?

At my homie.

[THREE] Your relationship status?

Single aye.

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?

Yeah, and it's sad.

[FIVE] What is your current mood?

Normal.

[SIX] What's your brother's name?

Antonius.

[SEVEN] What is/are your favorite colour(s)?

Black, green, blue, and red.

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?

I dont know.

[NINE] Have you ever been in trouble with the cops?

Nope.

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?

Nope.

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?

Breathing.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?

Nope.

[THIRTEEN] Right.

Left?

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?

Dunno, I forgot.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?

Everyone that I love.

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?

Never know. 

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Mom.

[EIGHTEEN] WHAT THE FUCK. STOP SKIPPING QUESTIONS.

I didnt, silly.

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?

Breathing, blinking, typing, thinking, answering these questions.

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?

Papa Lord, family, and several people.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

At Baleno shop.

[TWENTY-TWO] Who did you hold hands with last? Did it mean anything?

Cha-cha. Yes, cause she's my friend.

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?

9 or 14. maybe 3 or 10.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who is your friend that is closest to you?

MANY :D.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Describe your life in one word.

Ecstatic.

[TWENTY-SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?

Nope.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?

Someone, somewhere over the rainbow.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?

Sleeping!

[TWENTY-NINE] What did you do yesterday?

Went online, did some schedules, went to Teko with inka, alo, ical and watched movies.

[THIRTY] What are you listening to?

Music on a playlist.

[THIRTY-ONE] Who was the last person you hugged?

Person.

[THIRTY-TWO] Who do you hate at this moment?

I don't hate anyone.

[THIRTY-THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?

Depends :P.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your natural hair colour?

Black and lil bit brownie right now.

[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person to make you laugh?

Raditya Dika, by book! :D

uh, hum. Hello

Yang baru bisa gw review ini: dari novel sitta karina. couldnt do much :(

"Love conquers it all. - But not, if you love too deeply."

amor omnia vicit *try to figure out the meaning :D*

I was sick. This Wednesday. Yes. Like in the evening. Mom warned me already.

But after sleeping without aircon, I sweated much, dan saya merasa sangat sehat.

tadi siang sampe malem ini, I lost my appetite.

I miss friends, and school. Believe me, I am telling you the truths. 

Jope got online in HK. I am happy so I could share some stories, somehow I got stuck up again for a moment. 

and the latest quote:

Just enjoy it laahh go with the flow - @jonathanpascal

 absolutely agree.

GWS for me :) since only several friends said it. Papa Lord please take care of me and especially dad in surabaya :D 

** kenapa jadi english smua atasnya --' grammar berantakan kek apa tau. efek tumblr dah, lebih tertarik ke english dari pada bahasa.**

Novel worm.

aw, just AGAIN finished reading one of Sitta Karina's novel. Gw dah baca 2-3 kali. Biasa, tersihir masuk ke cerita. Kalo di Titanium Romijn Indira Singgih dan Austin Hanafiah, Pesan dari Bintang Inez Hanafiah dan Nikratama Zakrie :) 

serius gw bisa meng-'quote' banyak hal sweet dari Pesan Dari bintang. later on dah reviewnya. :D 

**miss you too :(

mom: ce, kalo mau kamu ikut gih k surabaya.. ntar foto-foto, kameranya mami beliin.

me: ......................... yang bener ma? (setengah ga denger dan setengah ga percaya)

If its true, YAY thanks Papa Lord! If You dont let me to have one, its ok. :) no worries.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHAA~

Steps and Guides

:) hello! I'm running out of battery, so lets make this quick. REAL quick. :) I admire Ci Yuri. She's good in photography and arts, and yeah I love her sillysymphony photos. She has a good sense in choosing quotes.

Kenapa ya, tapi kadang gw ngerasa aja apa yang ci yuri ambil jadi bahan quote, kadang pas aja sama situasi yang gw liat. 

"Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody." 

- Mark Twain

yeah, bener-bener fakta, kalo kadang we DO NOT reveal our own deepest secrets to anybody. betul? hoho, check ci yurie's blog guys! dan td twitteran sama...... Jong. ah bikin ke pengen ntn Israel and New breed live in concert LAGI, ga terasa gw ntn itu 1,5 ato 2 tahun yang lalu bareng jesong (jessie) kiro dan madog (nendra). sayang lusye,finna, farah, brok dkk ga ikutan. hahah itu emang salah satu konser tergokil yang pernah ada. yeah :D i've met jong lebih dari 2x di konser2 rohani. yang paling berkesan? Israel and new breed dong, medley dan aransemen musiknya gila. Big Mike Clemons in drum? = awesome madness. paraaaah, pas solo (Y) wkwkkw ah better off now, and dear someone somewhere over the rainbow, if you remember, dont be so forgetful :) 

jope is going to HK next day, I am wanting a mickey mouse doll key ring, tapi dia malah ngelawak bawa badutnya -_-

and happy belated birthday LITA AND KEVIN :D 

happy birthday too PACO :) 

*banyak yaaa yang ultah pas juni :D tapi ga se-estafet bulan april sih. ;D*

Visited!

Hey! Quick share tho :D Just visited by Prinka, she came over to my house :3 dateng-dateng langsung main parampaa and impossible quiz ;D trus yaaa ngobrol-ngobrol, ntn video, tidur-tiduran, jalan-jalan sore ke komplek and sports center, beli kue putu dan klepon (sssh, prinka katanya dah 7 tahun ga makan kue putu -_- poor her! tapi all udah redeemed dong gara2 dah makan 4 potong)  kita ampe nyari abang2 nya ke belakang rumah hahah. and photobooth session dan curcol session :D

fun today, ga terlalu bosan. dan hari ini makan dari TAKE japanese resto, ah my favorite one so far in pamulang. :D murah dan enak, ihihi owner nya sih Japanese asli. nyum, biasa onigiri attack and makan ramen :9 . Prinka makan: pisang, hello panda, 1 set onigiri, 1 porsi ramen, 1 porsi kue putu (4 pcs), dan sate ayam. Plus: 1 kaleng bear brand. Dan dia breakfast katanya sebelumnya makan oatmeal, bubur, dan ketoprak. oh prinka, betapa suburnya kau nak hari ini.

bandingkan dengan gw. Pagi: oreo berapa keping doang (ini sarapan atau ngemil?), trus 1 set onigiri, 1 porsi ramen, 2 pcs kue klepon, dan sate ayam. ta-daaa. -_- tapi kalo d pikir2 banyak juga makan gw hari ini, tapi ga separah...................... Prinka.

well, some pics pas photobooth tuh ada di atas. itu yang paling atas bener2 ga sngaja loh, lagi beneran mau buka contact gt, eh si prinka bikin love gt, jadi kek bercerita deh. jadi gw berpose *elah bahasanya* sambil sok nelpon gt. hahah and foto-fotonya ada yang involved banyak boneka dan juga gw ga pake kacamata ;p Sebenernya gw suka ga pake kacamata, tapi kadang jadi keliatan aneh *lama-lama* u.u wkwkkw thats all, and btw congrats Argentina 4-1 to korsel. Nice try korsel :) tapi sedih ama spain T-T bisa kalah ama swiss. better luck next time. 

nite, Gbu

WORLD CUP EUPHORIA!

Hey guys, good morning. Hmm, ga bisa tidur lagi jadi blogging deh abis nonton Germany vs Australia. Sure, I'm on Germany's side even though Ballack is injured. Yeah makin lama jadwal tidur dan makan makin gak bener aja yak, betul sekali gw harus tidak boleh membiasakan badan gw gini. Huhuh tapi susah malahan tambah parah gara-gara bola. 

well ini pertama kalinya sih gw ntn world cup yang subuh untuk taun ini. secara gw nebeng nonton di kamar parents ==' ga mungkin juga kan gw ganggu istirahat unless papa ikut nonton 8D. 4-0, Germany menang men. sorry socceroos :( cheer up guys, you've tried your best. ampe ada yang nangis. tapi yah emang td maen agak kasar juga sih dr aussienya. thumbs up buat podolski, klose, Muller and cacau. 

Banyak banget sekarang yang tertarik sama bola dan ngeupdate via twitter. lu tanpa nonton pun bisa tau siapa yang nge golin, skor berapa-berapa, kena kartu apa, thanks to twitter. --> punya gw @valensiaa (twitter.com/valensiaa) ampe ngebahas cogan yang tanding bisa juga loh. hahahah

tapi hal aneh, ade gw tidak tertarik untuk nonton bola. well gw tertarik, soalnya asik aja skalian ngisi waktu luang, dan papa, hmmm ntn tapi suka ketiduran jadi..... krik krik kalo d kamar... Giliran gw heboh, bokap baru bangun trus lanjut ntn ==' ada apa ini, cuma gw nih yang kalong d rumah... T-T

sambil mengisi waktu luang, I am so happy! the newest, coolest, blogging design ever created in blogger just made! Hm gw suka banget gimana lu bisa atur layout dengan images yang menurut gw cool, gak ngebosenin, adjust sendiri, font sesuka lu. =D I'm loving it. Gw pilih yang lampu gitu, mirip tumblr? gak juga sih tapi lebih cerah dan ada kesan gimanaaaa gitu. bakal sering ganti layout nih kalo gini :3 makasih blogger! 

jam 4, dan stuck d kamar gini ditemani lagu Bieber..... help? No more sleeping disorders dong. huhuh. knapa ya? jangan bilang gara-gara yang gw pikir dulu karena.............. ah tau ah, forget it. better be friends with him. :) Papa Lord thanks for Your magnificent love, bless, and mercy for this week. I've another anticipated friends for this week that makes me realize, I do need them to lean on :) 

gimana rapot? so far so good? Thank God :D enjoy your holiday, kalo gw quote diri gw sendiri sih.... Get a life. wkwkwk adios ah, bye. and should I say gnite? :|

Gbu, xoxo.

kalo gw busted sama mom, I'll be scolded abis-abisan ini.... hmmmm

what a story

Papa Lord tolong. I cant fight this alone. payah mode: ON. gw baru aja baca blognya si yos, dan gw bisa dapet sesuatu dari situ. baca yang define what sympathy is. jujur, gue kecewa, kesel, dan ngerasa kok si itu bisa munafik.haha guess jope bakal bingung sendiri gimana hihi ;ppppp *melet*

abisan gini, gw mau cerita........... eh malah kebalik, malah dia yang curcol. ngik nguk emang aneh dah ==' dan...... chat ampe ga ada inti. bales paling cepet 10 menit skali. ampe cuma chat panggil2 masih bangun apa kagak -_-'' hahahaha bet gw dapet penasehat yang baik. sinka, prinka *woo curcol di PIM mamen before and after DDR*, jope, and marchel. makasih banget, hahaha they agreed apa yang gw rasain beralasan. HA? see. ayo survive

sinkha makasih yaaaaa kemaren buat mood gw membaik. pas 22.22 --> dia kirim gw sms. alphabet ke 22 dari V, and its for me. valensia, dia bilang iya siapa tau lu lagi kangen atau kesel len. and it turned out to be true and melegakan :*** 

saya membeli MMJ, marmut merah jambu bang raditya dika! woohoo di display tinggal 3 loh, untung udah ke ambil. dan sempet gw selipin d antara buku prediksi piala dunia -_- tapi :D ide gila yang sangat worth it. tadi pagi udah ngakak ;p dan love lessons nya well, broken hearted? stand up man.

lupa mau nulis apa tadi. malem aja ya atau subuh might work as well! :"**

I am still searching somebody to lean on and boy thank you very much. you've changed me and I've changed you